Monday, July 13, 2009

Not this time

I woke up this morning to discover that my period had just started, and while on one hand it meant we were not pregnant, it was also a nice reminder that my ovaries did work at least a little, and that is enough to make me happy today!

I will continue doing my research about the fer.ti.li.ty clinics and the egg do.na.tion programs but I believe we still want to wait at least 4 more months to see what my ovaries are up to. It is weird because there is really nothing I want more than being pregnant again, but then I don´t want to rush things. In the mean while we can also take advantage of this extra time to save a little more to cover the stupidly expensive costs of I..V..F.. with egg do.na.tion.

....because yes, it will be paid out of our very own pockets.

I remind myself every day to keep things in perspective, because my life is great enough already to ruin it with sadness!

2 comments:

Fertilized said...

i am sorry. I am very sorry but am glad for your attitude and perspective

Kathy said...

(((HUGS))) I too am sorry and understand how disappointing that must have been for you. I agree with Farah though, you have a great attitude/perspective (as always) and will continue to keep you in my thoughts and prayers as you try to expand your family. Hope you are having a great summer! :)